headach.

Right about now I need a blunt or two. If it's not one thing going on it's another.Yesterday I talked to my grandma and found out my greatgrandma was told she was a diabetic. I cried so much yesterday even though I know there's nothing I can do. One of my biggest fears is loosing the people that are close to me...esp if I know they're never coming back. I can't picture my life w/out certain people in it. Laying next to him last night gave me a peace of mind and made me feel a little bit better. Bae lets get away even if it's for a day...Turn the phones off and just be isolated from everything thats going on. On a better note I'm FINALLY getting a new phone..I'm tired of guessing who I'm calling, not being able to text, and answering the phone for ppl I don't want to conversate with. Goodluck on your game tonight B! Its cold as hell..time to get under the covers and take a nap..hopefully I get some A&W for dinner.